Wednesday 16 July 2008

Child?

It's strange to think I was ever any ones daughter. That at some point someone was responsible for me. Imagining a time when I could just disregard everything,and know it fell wholly on the shoulders of another. It is almost unimaginable now. How strange.Though not too strange for me, as I tend to just think that's how it is for everyone. It's not though is it. I mean for the most part as I say, I forget. Though at times when I'm tired, or the rents overdue,there's no final reassurance that someone will be there to help. Situations like that. Hence me trying not to risk everything for an education, but I am attempting to strike a balance this year, which would be nice. To have the luxury of studying, without having to think about rent, or commute fares, food shopping,bills.All the things one isn't supposed to worry about during A levels! Hence me doing the diploma now....unfinished.

11th yr Anniversary

My MOther>

Today I WiLl GiVe my everything. TomorRow will take my all.

YesterDaY I could have given AnyThing just to see you for a while.

I've taken the things you GaVe me. Invested it in the StaRs. Kept a little in my pocket, for the joUrNeys i go too FaR.

No matter if i daWdle, Run, or WalK my road. Even If i TuRn around. Go back the Way I came.

I know i would have soMetHinG to show, and thats because of YoU.

It's Because of the things YoU gave, the things that made me LoVe YoU.

LoVe, ReSpecT, TruTh, CarE, and HouNoR.

After all, i will AlWayS be the DauGhter of my simply bEauTiful, aMazIng MoThER.